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“#Bam Margera Relapses & Cries Over Being Fired From Jackass 4 In Heartbreaking Video
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\nThis is just devastating\u2026<\/p>\n

Bam Margera<\/strong> has fallen off the wagon once again, by his own admission. And it seems like he\u2019s blaming Jackass<\/em>\u2026 or being fired from\u00a0Jackass<\/em>? The skating legend is not exactly the most coherent we\u2019ve ever seen him in the videos, which he posted to Instagram<\/strong> Wednesday night.<\/p>\n

Related: Johnny Knoxville And Steve-O Hospitalized 2 Days Into Filming<\/strong><\/p>\n

In the first of two vids, he begins by making it explicit he\u2019s as drunk as he seems, belligerently musing:<\/p>\n

\u201cWho the f**k cares if I\u2019m drunk as hell or not anymore?\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

He admits to having drunk seven beers and a glass of wine before getting started with his rant, which is devastating news<\/a> for all those who have been rooting for his recovery.<\/p>\n

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Bam Margera in happ<\/a>ier times, back in 2006. \/ (c) Timothy Jackson\/WENN<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

As you likely remember, Bam went to rehab for the third time in 2019 and was, the last we had heard, doing better. Unfortunately that good news seems to have been premature\u2026<\/p>\n

But back to the rant. He seems to be going through a bout with depression, spurred by not being able to participate in\u00a0Jackass 4<\/em> despite having worked hard to overcome the hurdles of addiction in order to get a chance. He complains:<\/p>\n

\u201cJackass has put me through f**king hell on f**king wheels for a year and a half, keeping me in Pennsylvania. I couldn\u2019t leave.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

He then explains he had to submit to sobriety tests, both scheduled and random, and prove he was taking his meds:<\/p>\n

\u201cI\u2019d have to breathe into a sobriety link at three o\u2019clock every day. Six o\u2019clock, eight o\u2019clock. Then a random beep would go off no matter where I was at I had to stop whatever I was doing and go to an urgent care to go piss. Then I had to wake up every day with a handful of anti-depressant pills I would have to show Paramount Pictures that I took them and swallowed them, every single day.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

He also mentions the rehab\u2026 which as he made clear does not seem to have worked:<\/p>\n

\u201cNow I just spent $90,000 in a rehab for 90 days at my expense, I had to go to 30 days in Florida for rehab at my expense, I had to pay for therapists they recommended\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

He trails off, but the thrust of his lament seems clear. He did everything they told him, and after all that the producers decided he was too big a risk to rejoin the cast for the upcoming installment:<\/p>\n

\u201cI wrote them so many ideas, and if I\u2019m not in the movie and they use my ideas, how do you think that\u2019ll make me feel? \u2026I\u2019m not in\u00a0Jackass 4<\/em>?!\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Bam then asks fans to support him by boycotting the movie, promising to make his own superior version if enough people send him money.<\/p>\n

\u201cIf anybody cares about me, don\u2019t go see their movie because I will make mine way f**king radder if you just Venmo me a dollar.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

For a moment the 41-year-old seems to access the sad truth of his emotional reaction to the news, choking back tears as he says:<\/p>\n

\u201cJackass<\/em> was everything to me\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

And then he is interrupted by his own retching as he rushes to the sink to vomit. It\u2019s a true gut punch of an image after all these years. And to think there was a time watching Bam Margera puke probably would have been featured on the\u00a0MTV<\/strong> hit\u2026<\/p>\n