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“#Rapp<\/a>er Lil Loaded Dead At 20: ‘He Was Struggling With Some Things’
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\nDallas-based rapper\u00a0Lil Loaded<\/strong> has died.<\/p>\n

The young man, who was just 20 years old at the time of his death, was confirmed to have passed on Monday by the Dallas County Medical Examiner\u2019s Office, according to reporting by the\u00a0Dallas Morning News<\/a><\/em>.<\/p>\n

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According to the newspaper\u2019s reporting, Lil Loaded \u2014 whose legal name was\u00a0Dashawn Robertson<\/strong> \u2014 died at some point on Monday. County officials were not prepared to release a cause and manner of death, though social media<\/a> posts from Robertson\u2019s reported friends explicitly allege suicide was the cause.<\/p>\n

Robertson had been signed to\u00a0Epic Records<\/strong> previously, after his hit\u00a06locc 6a6y<\/em> unexpectedly went viral online in summer 2019, gaining more than 25 million views on\u00a0YouTube<\/strong>. The song was eventually certified gold by the\u00a0Recording Industry Association of America<\/strong> just last week, according to a post the proud rapper made on\u00a0Instagram<\/strong> at the time.<\/p>\n

Now, people connected to Lil Loaded are speaking out about his death, including\u00a0Ashkan Mehryari<\/strong>, who was his lawyer. He called Lil Loaded\u2019s death \u201cvery tragic,\u201d and added that he didn\u2019t see it coming. The attorney said:<\/p>\n

\u201cHe had a very bright and promising music career ahead of him.\u201d<\/p>\n

And\u00a0Stanley Gabart<\/strong>, whose production company worked with Robertson through his record label, also spoke out to the media, saying:<\/p>\n

\u201cThis kid was on a great path. He was struggling with some things we wish we would\u2019ve known about, wish we could\u2019ve intervened.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

So awful\u2026<\/p>\n

Per the\u00a0Dallas Morning News<\/em>, Robertson had been arrested just last year on murder charges regarding the shooting death of his best friend, 18-year-old\u00a0Khalil Walker<\/strong>. But in February, the rapper had been indicted on a lesser charge of manslaughter. He\u2019d been free on bond and had been scheduled to go into court on a new hearing on Tuesday, according to Meyryari.<\/p>\n

Related: \u2018School Of Rock\u2019 Alum Dead After Unexpected, Tragic Accident<\/strong><\/p>\n

Friend and fellow performing artist\u00a0Cyraq<\/strong> wrote a series<\/a> of\u00a0Instagram Stories<\/strong> messages on Monday that appear to tell more of what exactly happened to Lil Loaded. In a set of at least a half-dozen story updates regarding his deceased friend, Cyraq claimed suicide was the cause of death and blamed the whole thing on an alleged woman Robertson had apparently been involved with recently.<\/p>\n

He wrote (below, advisory, explicit language):<\/p>\n

\u201cMy n***a just killed himself cause his b**ch. I hate this hoe so much right now. That nihh told me inna studio last month somebody f**k his girl, he a kill em. This nihh ended this s**t behind his girl. He meant that s**t. Brudda I love you bih. We had plans\u2026 On my daughter, I know how you felt. I know you loved dat hoe more den anything. Den bro, I done met this nihh parents\u2026I\u2019m hurt. I wonder how they feel bro I love u bih damn.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Wow.<\/p>\n

Here\u2019s the full set of IG Stories from Cyraq alluding to suicide and the possibility of the issue involving a woman (below), though please be cognizant of\u00a0NSFW\u00a0<\/strong>language throughout:<\/p>\n

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Lil Loaded\u2019s friends continue to publicly mourn his death through Monday. \/ (c) Instagram<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n
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Very sad, indeed. \/ (c) Instagram<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Lil Loaded himself had previously posted what now appears to be a very cryptic message on his own Instagram Stories, too.<\/p>\n

In the post that has since expired, the deceased rapper reportedly wrote, according to\u00a0XXL<\/em> (below):<\/p>\n

\u201cDear most high, please forgive me for my shortcomings and all of the times I\u2019ve fell short of making you proud and being appreciative of the blessings that have been put in my life. Sometimes the lines are blurred between being solid and being heartless. I want to thank you for how far I\u2019ve come and the people you\u2019ve put in my life to keep me grounded and humble through everything, and I love every single one of those people that are genuinely for me. I ask for entrance into your kingdom thru all of my mistakes. I know you love all your children, and I\u2019m ready for my heart and soul to join you.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

Wow.<\/p>\n

Rest in peace, Lil Loaded\u2026<\/p>\n

[Image via Lil Loaded\/Instagram<\/a>]<\/em>\n<\/div>\n